tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62348802011-07-08T19:02:04.116+08:00a place where all my thoughts are burried in...BuSyLaDyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01131202775909727542noreply@blogger.comBlogger1661100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6234880.post-7008574279234078402010-01-24T02:13:00.004+08:002010-01-24T02:33:03.361+08:00

Sarang hae Geun Suk & Soo Bin Oppa!!!!!Watch them on You're Beautiful/Handsome & Shining Inheritance/Brilliant Legacy ;)

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I thought u were confident and in controlBut now u are lost and refuse controlI thought u always fought for your own wayBut now u don't even have any waysI thought u believed others were lucky to have known ubut now u have doubts all over your faceI thought u said u cared so muchBut u are always ending conversations so abruptlyI have every single details at the back of my mindThus wanted to

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hadi n zul...both lost so much weight redi...fit ke per?? haha! toilet dkt auditorium dah renovate...no more stinking toilets!SP had their silat friendly with TP on thurs...miss those days when im always thinking of fighting...kononnye nak uphold justice lah...hehe...haiz...so the rindu u noe...haha! bahase ape sey ama...thought of uploading the video of my match in 2008...tapi, takpelah...kirim

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Had a terrible day yesterday enduring my period cramps. Don't know why but i started to imagine the worst and cried. Nothing's impossible. What i fear most may be true. Another challenge from Allah perhaps. When will i brace myself up to get a proper examination, im not sure either. A friend of mine was lucky since she got her unavoidable check-up as she was rushed to the emergency ward. Whereas

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Preparation for Kak Durrah's Walimah getting hyped up..every plans being organised in kak ida's lappy...n looked at what she typed here...HAHA! My little sis didnt notice it until all of us giggled after taking a look...but it was edited after she proudly announced her new mobile number...tsk3!Congrats to Kak Nur and husband, Khairullah, for their walimah last sun! Kalau dah jodoh tak ke mane...

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Friday morning!!!!!!!!! And i was bored of instant food eversince i became "penganggur terhormat" months ago...so i cooked. Cant believe it myself, but yeah...i cooked.This is Ayam Masak Merah with some raisins..k more like Ayam Masak Oren..haha! Takpe....resepi baru.. :)Well...its surprisingly nice...not bad for a first-timer...but only me n nana finished that up lah since we're the only ones

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Sayang aku ingin berbicara kepadamuTentang apa yang tengah aku rasakanAda apa, ada apa katakanlah semuanyaKu kan dengarkan duhai cintakuBila nanti orang tuamu tak meredhai denganApa yang ku rasakan padamuSemua orang tua ingin yang terbaik untuk anaknyaBegitu pun orang tuakuKau takkan tinggalkankuTakkan pernah, sayangkuJanjimu janjiku untukmuTakkan ada yang pisahkan kitaSekali pun kau telah

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Im not mad nor sad,but the same thing bothers me,like in the past.Within 3 days, its gone.Everything else meant nothing to you.The only thing i hold on to now?"No, im sorry..."I wonder.

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"Amin.. :) im sitting by the swan lake now, enjoying the scenery n wind, with the song Wa Malo, n wishing tat u wil accept my love one day..."The day has come for me to return it. How can i forgot tt we once met...?Ya Allah, apa maksudnya kali ini?Jika hati ini ihklas menunggu, apakah Kau akan menghampakannya...?

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Lesson to be learned after watching "OBSESSED":-No secrets-Inform early-Take ACTIONInforming alone without taking action will probably result in the same ending as that movie.Been informed many times.2 different people redi.What are u waiting for?For me to plan an attack??

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"No, it's too far".Yet another lame reason.Leadership seminar in KL, too far. Not tt im asking her to pay.Rehla @ KL."Can't mix with makciks(hajahs)".when im looking at the family bonding we could get out of it since the family is nothing but a group of people related by blood living under one roof. self-realisation through the guidance of Ust Hassan Saifoulridzal...well, she preferred staying to

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Given the state i'm in.I'm already super bored and super lonely at home.And i soooo heard everything tt u said.You're reminding me of the bleak future coming my way.How do you expect me to response to that?My little heart said, "Oh Allah, light my path with the holliness of Ramadhan, shield me from loneliness ya Rahman, ya Latif, ya Muhaimin..."My silence has always been misinterpreted by many...

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Simple question i have here. Do you know what it is like to love and be loved? Have you tried loving, and getting loved back in return? Have you ever wondered if your husband/wive, sisters/brothers or parents really do get your message and intentions, or otherwise?I sincerely thank a friend of mine, and congratulate him as well on his recent wedding, for referring me to a book called "The Five

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18.05.09I was so happy to meet DD!! I really needed that! n i hope i did gave u some light ey... :)i miss those times back in crescent...rewind, bleh tak? haha!!take care gal...jgn lupe the tip i gave u! it really works tau! :DSomeone said that my blog is so sad...then don't read lah, simple rite? wakakaka!im addicted to cheesecakes!!! n i've put on a few kgs...oh no...classic cheesecake from

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when i was terribly sad n crying after i left himshe had to barge in, yell, accuse n slam the doorthen they told me, i should give in and apologizewhen im down again bcoz of her n recalling how i grew uphe persistently made me share it with him right at tt momentthen my trusted advised, i should explain my emotional state and apologizeim confused.and not understanding this at all.when will it be

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From H:I will never be angry with you, though I may get upset at times, it never stays. I will always be your school friend, and business contact. I will always give you support, like how I give support to all who come to me. I will never hold a grudge, for long at least.I guess, this is the least I can do.I have to be fair with myself, since you aren't comfortable with me.Maybe, there's

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1. God-sent guardian2. God-sent help in disguiseWe have met only a couple of times but the ukhwah is so strong. N if not for Rehla, mebbe, i would have never sujud hajat that long for Allah. It was my first time, but it felt like i've done it many times before. One by one the jemaah rise from thier sujud...but i took my time...tasbih, selawat, doa' and finally my long list of hajat....i could

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Will be away from 10th April to 12th April.Going for MHDS Rehlah & Maulid @ Masjid Negara KL with a whole lot of people.. :) :)Allah telah menggantikan kehilanganku dengan yang lebih baik: sahabat-sahabat seperjuangan...Alhamdulillah...

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tonight these tears just flowwhen will it end???is there any fast remedy,for me to forget everything?a mild amnesia maybe?can i?ya Allah...why the heck do i care about others so much?why can't i be selfish and live for myself?why do i keep thinking about others?ama, where have u been??gosh.i can no longer rmbr intricate details abt my pastcoz my world revolves around someone elsen why that

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nampaknye, blog tak dpt den nak revamp...holiday pendek sngt...hahahatungguuu...haizso much in my mindjuz wish im not so much of a thinkerbut what can i doi think all the timeeven when sleepingwakakakaka!a few nights beforei recalled 2008masyaAllahi cried for hoursthe whole year basically revolves ard the relationshipnow it's so hard to let go of the paini'll let it out somedayanw, im kinda

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ama n frenz will be in KL from 19 to 21dec.anything urgent, im still contactable.please pray for our safety, n our families' too.:D

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was looking thru these old photos trying to recall one of the teachers after my dad saw an orbituary on BH of Teacher Fathiah A. Rahim. ~Al-Fatihah~Well i can barely recall her, except for when she wore a songkok underneath a tudung. haha. yeah. it was fashionably daring okay! tt was Teacher Fathiah. But she's not in the photo though..what i wanted to show actually is...one of my classmate. When

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Happy B'day to...NANI!!!turned 19 on friday, 28 November 2008all the best gal! n thank you for being there... :)so...updates?hmmm...im struggling, emotionally and psychologically...n now tt it's MST week, then followed by 3 wks break,oh gosh...as ridiculous as it may sound,i wish that there's schoolhahahahahahahahahahahahacollecting my biometric passport tmr!whee!! :D

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In life, there were only two instances where I was totally wretched by words. The first happened when I was 16. "Kau jangan bagi malu aku" said my dad.I cried, right in front of him.When i was 19..."Furthurmore, MALU kn i, as if i tak tau jage u. That is what u mean by care? Where should I put my face when I meet them?" *he said. And my heart locked itself yet again, unknown when it will open up

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This is all that I have to say...kamu tipu aku lagimungkin sudah ke-seribu kalitak tahu kapan akan berakhirsegala penyiksaan inikamu tampar aku lagidengan penyakit lamamusemakin lama aku pun bisamenjadi benar-benar gilaaku bukan wonder woman-muyang bisa terus menahanrasa sakit karna mencintaimuhatiku ini bukanlah hatiyang tercipta dari besi dan bajahatiku ini bisa remuk dan hancurkamu paksa

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SILAT 7th IVP GamesRepublic Poly6th, 7th, 8th, 14th, 15th June 2008May be my last chance.and i'll do this for myself.after the last training on wed,i caught a fever.shivering and all.took my dad's advice.which is to drink a bottle of plain water before sleep.but since im not used to tt.i took a glass only.n keep the faith of recovering the next day.alhamdulillah, i did.tt nite was really

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i wish all these burdencould be lifted upby my guardian angelit's getting heavierso heavy, im crunching my backya Allah...you've said ur piecen then force me to not replymasyaAllahwhatever ur feelings were tt dayi chose not to carei cared too much about othersmy own heart now abandonedi was smiling, yeahbut i wasn't on the line for tt full 2hrs breakit was random callsjuz happened tt when u saw

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Be STRONG ama.Biar Allah yg menjagamu.Jgn dirisaukan.Hentikan tangisanmu.Bangkit.Banyak tugas yg belum selesai.Tabahlah wahai insan.Semoga Allah menerangi jalanmu.Maafkan daku, sekiranya ku telah melukai sesiapa sahaja diantara kamu...thx a lot faizul...i owe u one...epok-epok.can?haha.

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MasyaAllahsyukran for giving me the strength ya Allahdecisions like this are never easybut alhamdulillah he understandsn i saw his sincerity ya Allahbut only time will tellonly time will tellif we were made for each otherit's not impossibleit's not out of this worldif it's inAllah All-Mighty's handsn it was not my deliberate intentionto made tt outburst in front of mombut i guessshe has to

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from friendster, as of 15/3/2008, 12.50am...Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20) The Bottom Line To build a better love relationship, you need to have more open communication. In Detail If you are working on building a better love relationship, practicing open communication is essential. You can't wait any longer to tell someone what your true feelings are. The vibe they've been putting out there is

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Stuffs i've been eating...under lots of pressuren why in the world did i let these pressures mounti have no ideaim born this waypeace-makerself-destructiveshall hope no morei think i nd to start giving uprather than allow my heart to breakn i need, i NEEDthe courage,to speak my mind.shallow. yes i know.wadeva.i'll be away. to find a peace of mind.don't bother contacting me.apologies in

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Dos and Don'ts: Pisces By The Astrocenter Team [MSN]Pisceans tend to have a rich and vivid inner life and often are gifted poets, musicians, actors, and dancers. Spirituality is important to natives of Pisces, and many of them are psychic and possess mystical talents. Thus you tend to be very romantic and are usually a faithful and devoted lover. Pisceans also are known for their healing ability,

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Ku harus menemui cintakuMencari tahu hubungan kitaApa masih atau telah berakhirKau menggantungkan hubungan ini Kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab Maunya apa ku harus bagaimana Kasih Sampai kapan kau gantung Cerita cintaku memberi harapan Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi Dan meninggalkan dirimu Detik-detik waktu pun terbuang Teganya kau menggantung cintaku Bicaralah biar semua pastibicaralah...

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To my valentine..."why can't u understand?" u askedi understand my deareveryone has their off daysbut u've got to realisethere are consequences to every actiondon't compare me to your frensthey were there physicallythey were able to see that though u're not okay, u're still finebut i wasn't therei had no clue what happened to uangan2 tinggi, nak masok tdo kul 10 konon besok kejelast2 tak leh

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YESSSAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!Look at what i bought!!!!!after majlis anugerah sijil, went straight to john little expo sale with SHAK! n my family joined in afterwards..n kire punye kire...i spent above $100 :OCUTENYER PPG!!! tt's my bed...n i changed my pillow to one tt has micro gel in it...got it at $29 u.p. $59...bez tau shak! aku dah golek2 dh tadi. hahaha. yay. no more neck pains.super soft mickey n

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2007 well i guess it's the year tt made me believethat i'm able to beat those negative effectstt remained after my recovery from tt fateful illness.those impacts are strong, lasting and damagingnevertheless they proved to be non-invinciblehah, in the first place, is there any,other than Allah swt?:)the positive changes will continue, InsyaAllah.Sec 4 graduation from Assyakirin '05Career Seminar

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masyaAllahi dunno where to startbut today i receiveda great ordealtime and againafter nights of researchi decided to cont'the other half of my reportin schduring my 2hr breakend up eating into my lectureand then finallyi had to leave for driving pracmade a copy of the folder in m: drivethought sharul will be using the combt decided no coz she has laptopso i deleted tt copyn proceed to email her

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gems proj 1 presentation overuccd ca1 report handed insome nice shots frm tt proj(in city harvest church)26 October, fridayhectic. packed. the uccd report(pair) by 5. not done. bt passed on to sharul, coz i haf driving at 2.10.then tuition at 4.30. those kids. biaselah. klu aku tak stress mmg tak sah. klu tak salah, this was the day the younger sister cried for 1hr straight. i cldn't be bothered

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we love LEXUS chocolate!MLS 'non-football team' jersey...haha...17...way to go! (takpe bleh revive kite nye girls' street soccer team!) the day i broke down the day i went for retail therapywith a slenjerzified guyn we end up buying adidas shoebags...since both of us are anti-nike...eventhough there was a hot pink nike shoebag...wakakakakakaka...trackpants pon beli...padahal dah ade bnyk tau...

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aisey...penat dahbes, NHT mag pon dah up for grabs!!!nx day gi shopping 3 days str8! lpskan tension yg lame membeku...cheydibah.so...went to bukit panjang plaza...ingat bleh gi the optic shop i always go to everytime nak rayeskali dah tutup! dah takde lagi dah kedai tuh! aisey...n...i end up in aries...so many pretty broochesend up spending theren when i showed to mumshe asked to buy more!

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gusarragudiakah...atau bukan?gelisahbimbangdiakah...atau bukan?ku serutenggelam timbuldiakah...atau bukan?rindu kasihsepi hatidiakah...atau bukan?diri seriksandiwara cuma?diakah...atau bukan?yakinkan akusatria kalbukamukah...atau bukan?__________________________________________________________Selamat Ulang Tahun Adindaku Suhailah!!!memories.worthwhile.:)amin.

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I need the timeto recover.yet another lonely journey.after that horrible 1 week MC,when i looked like a hamster, pufferfish, squirrel, teletubbies, dot dot dotn couldn't talk at first,stitches were taken out.review in 4 weeks timen before leavinga souvenier was handed overtt's for me to 'clean' the holes in my gumsshe showed to me how to do itn i could see lots of blood gushing out with the

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Aisey...lambatnye ama update...hahaexams dabes...yahooo!!!!FTT pon dah passnow concentrating on nurhayat's magazine publishingoh yeah, been spending a lotnot for shoppingfor various medical treatmentsat Jrg polyclinic, NUH and Jurong Medical Centreapparently after my 2nd, more high-tech x-ray done at JMCrupenye i have 4 wisdom teeth, not 1all fully grown...well at least from what i saw in the

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training on fri was satisfying for methe endurance runmy favourite part, Mr. Vwakakabut tak best ah bagi sekali sekali gitupartner up, pegang padding lagi gerekboleh rembatwakakakadpi yesterday with ust idham n ust hafiizhwas...haha...livelyi remembered the KU lecturer doing fiqh munakahat at an incredible speedthen started to mendak for mustolah hadithbut these tutors yesterday made it so

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up down up down up down n round n roundvoila! LIFE!go figurehad the 1st formal IVP training juz now15 mins of running with silly things slotted in btw by talhaskill trainingfri's training: shoe required, report at fc4 insteadrunning ard the sch? outside sch? hmmmdefinitely longer than 15 minsyeahIVPfor nx yrtentatively in marchsomehowi juz wanna make itthere's a lot of competitionespecially aft

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kalau aku lari pon baikeh?hmmm...aku letihaku nak resignfrom schfrom mlsfrom dpifrom drivingyeah...juz when pple think i've been mia-ing for quite long frm drivingthey think im lazy or complacent since ive passed my btt or just irresponsibletell me when, when was i ever, irresponsible?n the fact isi feel like a total failure in drivingthe fact isi failed my final theory evaluationyeahkorang pikir

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i'm off to...Kem Realiti TV!!!till wednesday!chiaoz!!i'm missing u.get well soon.Fifi's birthday treat, 14 June.

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Sub-comm AGM with the theme "Back to SCHOOL" @ 23 Maywearing crescent's skirt n the pulloverplus name tagwow i miss those times...Experiential Learning at Assyakirin wif Bro Hamid @ 25-26 Mayoverall goodbut the best part wasme n naniransacking the kindergartenwhich we got as our 'bunk'wakakawent for IVP medical check up nx mornpostponed my DPI exams to sundayMuslimah Nite with the theme Bollywood

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first thing firstlet me apologize to thosewhom i've made promises tobut did not fulfill itmacam2 halangannext, dianah, thx for the newsu made me crytears of joyangklung's back to its glory days!alhamdulillahthough the 2nd part of the news made me feellike as if i've missed an opportunitybut neverthelessit's god's willingcikgu norliza's wedding is on 2 junealso one of the dates for IVP silati'll

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SPMLS Freshmen Orientation CampKEM ILUSI02-05 Apr '07SPwill be in sch soon, tt is, 9am, for Prep-day till thurs.till then.dont miss me.wakakaka.

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i spent a fortune at the pharmacy juz now...but it's ok i'm happy to spend on stuffs there...hehe...i was there for two hours...nx appointment in 6wks time...n since i get to shop...i spent on all pink...naseb lankyard utk phone tak bnyk choice...klu tak, aku pilih hot pink...wakaka...Hadi during CCA driveSyiks wearing neon pink!Faan, Din n Nazifmy dad bought these...tsk3... Ingat dpt award....

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bronever think tt u bore mecoz i find a close companion in ucoz u understand,coz u feel,frm ur own experienceto haf someone in ur shoessharing advices and lending u supportn still having faith in u when almost everyone else cantwhat more can i ask formy tears fell one by onenot because of weaknessbut becausei found a new strengthi found a new faithi found a new...hope.ur prayers haf been answered

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i wanna update!!!about silatwakakasorrylah hah...im all into silat nowcoz it's one of my passionstt im still able to continuein polyhaiz teringat plak epinhis words of wisdomare what i was about to say tooahakzyar but its trueso yeahsilat!!!!i came down a little later than the rest...while was in the room when the rest,are outside arranging the matsheard instructions btw azhar n apai i thinkof

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thank you a lot people for making my 18th burfdae a blast!well i noe u guys noe what i noe tt u guys noeahakzso this overwhelming feeling cant be described furthur in wordsjuz a sincere, thank you.my family.dianah, faz, nurul.mls peeps.my frenz.thx loads.oh yar, mahirah. ur presents...how thoughtful. thx a lot gal!

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i break friendshipoh wowin the first placei didnt do anything wrongi break friendship?of someone i've known quite long enoughto noe his attitude tt's turning heads aroundi break friendship?when all im expecting is him to admita sincere remorse n a simple word of sorryi break friendship?by my teguran?by my nasihat?blogging is just a mediumsuatu wadahwhich i think is genuinen i chose this mediumso

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someone hear me out!!!she has to change her mindset in the first placeher attitude towards her studiesset her prioritiessince all her commitments are put asideshe has all the time to focus on her o-levelsany problems stopping her?kalau ade pon kawan2 atau lelakipls lahdont let this remeh temeh stuffs hinder uim not doubting her abilitiesim not looking down on herim just disappointedat her

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utk insan yang dah lame aku anggap kawanaku tak sangkesungguh aku tak sangkefikiran mu sesempit itumy silence...my ignorance...were interpreted tt way?ya Allah...betapa egomu mengkaburkan hatipasti kau masih ingat kan ini?"let's pick from where we left off then...chapter not closed...never really did...it was hanging for me..."empathy and silence"lin, remember abt yesterday? so how?"ignorance"lin

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Wheee!!!!!!!!!!!ehehehe...i'm in pain...my hamstrings...argh...tulah datang lambat...stretching tak btol2...dah tu buat seni...regu...hah padan muke...anw, this is what we did last week... n the mascots had a match...the mascots are bumblebees...ahakz...will upload the vid later...and vid of rahim n hafiz in the national team doing regu...yihaa~!

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i've been sick down with flu and sore throatsince tuesdayrecoveringstill went for trainings as usualinjury from soccer training on tuesbut going on wellno injury/pains frm silat trainingsa good signendurance and resistance level going upi'm all geared upDPI mid-exams over juz now, SSP won 3rd for Gema Puisi ArtistikCONGRATS!!!tmr, netball friendly at NP3.30pmthen World Silat ChampionshipFinals at

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CNY Holidays at Melake @ 17-19 Feb '07Went to Mak Long's hse first in JB. Ade orang nak masuk meminang kak Norli..then our family left first for melake...smp terus bersilat...wakaka...rumah takde org tinggal...kene lah bersihkan, kan? taik cicak, cicak kering, sesumpah kering, katak mati, sarang tupai...macam2 ader...wakaka...we even flooded the hse with clean water...it really felt like CNY '

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Oritez verdict's out. we didn't make it to the next round. everyone bears an oppurtunity cost when they participated in this. what some didn't know was just the weightage of my opportunity cost.ramai belum mengenali aku. ramai tidak tahu apa yg aku fikirkan. tiada sesiapa yang tahu sebabnya terlerai tangisan. ramai pula yang membuat andaian.takkan smp skrg krg tak tau...readers, ama's independent

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ok this is going to be one blardy long entry...updates from after darma(dec) up till now...wakaka...ecp outing for darma-ians @ 19 dec 06 family holiday to Avillion P.D. @ 26-28 dec 06 | View Show | Create Your Ownhari raya haji @ 31 dec 06 Nurdeen Amazing Race then shopping @ 3 jan 07Mendaki Appreciation Tea @ 6 jan 07Amazing raceWest Coast ParkChampion: Su's team..kan? ker Adaw's?

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shall start this the yusri way...i felt...disappointedtt history's repeating itselfi felt...cheatedtt it's repeating bcoz of the same guyi felt...sadtt it's happening in the same situation, friendshipi felt...like a lamp postgiving out light at nite but forgotten during the dayi felt...im worth nothingtt ur stubbornness conquer alli felt...like im not a friend at all.what does it meanif u can cry

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apakah yang kita inginkanjika diri tidak berusaha?apakah yang kita ucapkanjika lidah tersepit di tengah?apakah yang kita marahkanjika diri tidak sempurna?apakah yang kita khuatirkanjika Allah sentiasa melindungi?apakah yang kita kejar di dalam duniajika belum menyembah kepadaNya?apakah erti cinta manusiajika belum temui cinta Allah dan rasulNya?andai aku merasaterimalah belas kasihankuandai aku

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Random Pics!!su posing ala2 R.A.T.U. ama step dah pro. an our bassis! guitarists in the making...pheweet!!! developing arep's new songama bebual world. su on Lala's ball. semangat Piala Khatulistiwa 2006. Putra Adiwangsa(SP) won!!! woohooo!!! along with paluan, awok2 n tukang karut terbaik!Secret Recipe's Kids Fish n Chips. cute kan? haha. things splurged on. Dancing Christmas Trees at JP!

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1st meeting for Freshmen Orientation Camp @ 21 dec '06 | View Show | Create Your OwnLaughing GasCool Stuff

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Darmawisata ke Melaka bersama Nurhayat! @ 15-17 dec '06 | View Show | Create Your OwnThe PlanetariumThe World's Bees MuseumMini MalaysiaHang Tuah's WellBukit CinaHang Li Po's WellThe StadHuysSt. Paul ChurchMelaka Sultanate PalaceMahkota ParadeTurtles' Farm I miss Melaka!!! Going to Avillion Resort on tuesday till thursday. pls miss me. wakaka.

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Doa Selamat cum Muzikarama 2006 debrief @ 13 dec '06 | View Show | Create Your Own

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heya...i'm leaving in abt 7hrs time...for darmawisata...or, a learning expedition with mls peeps...to malacca...going off at 8.30am...will be back by sunday, 10pm...till then...don't miss me...gosh.i'm homesick.wth, u've not even step out of ur hse!haiz...

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My new 3G phone has:pink n purple lightscool photoDJ, videoDJ n musicDJ3.2 megapix cameraeverything else tt i wantedn finally..............5 alarmswakakaka...kalau aku tak bangon jugak besok, naseb ah...

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"These things happen to remind you that you are powerless, and need God in all that u do...you know...its good to feel powerless...coz u know siapa yang ada power sebenarnya"as i try to get that embedded into my head, my tears fell...karma?i'm a servanti'm weakforgive mealhabbu fillahwabughdhu billahsesungguhnya aku tak pernah membenci dirimu

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Muzikarama '06Like i said, it was the BOMB.alhamdulillah.some faults and accidentsnenek(hidayah) stepped on a nail, leaving a deep cut but she still acted for the show, this time with a real limp!the singing for prologueact2 arep "lipat cepat!"act3 i screw up my singing, su screwed up her headdress during the scene change, aemon dropped some stuffs out of his pocket but he cleverly covered it

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| View Show | Create Your Own

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i feel like flying to the moon,n juz sit there for a while...i'm tired.

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kau penghibur hatikuhati kita bak isi dan kukunamun kelemahan kaumelemahkan lagi dirikulupakanlah ia.......................................................................kau aku sayangbangkit lahkuatkanlah dirimuagar dapat kita kongsikekuatan itu bersama...................................................................bantuanmu aku hargaimaaf atas sikapku yang tidak mesranamun aku harap kau

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QUICK UPDATESMuzikarama '0601.12.20067.30pm$5 per tixNisa@94248697/Nad@98346302You don't wanna miss this.DPI classmates | View Show | Create Your OwnMLS Exco Jln Raye '06 | View Show | Create Your OwnThat's all for now. Loads of things happened. I'll update again soon. SOON.

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DAMN.I hate that bloody accounts e-learning tutorial.The template for the tutorial.STUPID.The save button.USELESS.Answers to 10-40 marks questions.GONE.IRRITATING, not user-friendly.no point backing it up.and I'M NOT GOING TO REDO.HELL.

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Selamat Hari Raye!!!!!!Kite mintak maaf banyak2 atas kesilapan kite...adekale kite tak sedar awak tersinggung ke...ter'hurt' ke...sorry eh...Wakaka...okaez...i guess our family moved on...only after 4 years my late grandma passed away that my mom finally agreed on the boria outfit...we used to do that eversince i was in pri 3 sey...n it stopped aft nenek left us...so in total we visited 4 houses

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Ramadhan's leaving so soon. It felt like yesterday Ramadhan came. I'm gonna miss it a lot. Like i said previously, my Ramadhan this time is more meaningful.i'm busy. Busy with MLS. mr president wants me to be understudy for treasury dept in exco. from organising SPMLS Iftar to collabrating with Al-Falah Youth(AFY) for RYC '06'. It all bring back memories when i was in crescent. Set me thinking n

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I'm strong. That's what i am. That's what i proved myself to be at one point of time in life. And tmr will come. The finishing line unknown to all. You're running your own race my dear. And everyone else has got theirs to complete too. And when there are hurdles, leap over them. Your lane is a straight one. You can't cross over to a lane which you think is 'easier'. You'll get disqualified. Then

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crying while eating...how pathetic is that? n i guess, i'll be crying myself to sleep. which i really hate but can't help it.i thought by stuffing those food down i could control myself but nooo...i get so disappointed when i don't see a tinge of positivity at all from my parents...when matters relating to my parents are of concern, i get extremely sensitive. i cried while eating at adam rd when

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for once, i wanted to forget everything that ever happened. this heart of mine was hurt too many times. u faked those stories. ur pretense grew more evident as days passed. u threw this friendship away. this sincere friendship i ever had with a guy. u forced me to admit what is not true. n i know myself best. i know my feelings well. u don't hafta force. u juz need to accept the reality. accept

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i ate 5 kit kats today. man, what was i thinking...for this week, had meetings n stuffs...eversince IVP ended, trainings are getting tougher...i almost recovered fully except for the strain in my neck a day b4 training on wed...but...the training worsened my condition...again, that explained why my heart was beating fast while on the way to school...khairil said, bring shoes or slippers...isn't

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tueme, lin an adaw met up. bought ingredients. started baking. ok, stuffs like muffins, cookies, brownies...dan ape2 yg sewaktu dgnnye...they're really fattening. haha. a block of butter, cups of sugar n 3 eggs for an adunan. so sinful. lots of trial n errors. but we managed to find the faults. but it was getting late. so packed up n went for the meeting at pergas. me, lin n syikz wore all blue!

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the exams are over...ok, a bit too late too update on tt...haha...our plan to go out on fri terbantot coz of silat...something unusual happened...before we start, kadir asked who have not eaten...so me n syikz raised our hands...coz we juz finished exams u c...n then his reply? ok, pegi makan dulu. i look at syikz. she returned me the puzzled look. we dragged our feet to our bags to get our

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i feel the urge to blog. but what i'm going to type later, i think, will be ambiguous. if you don't understand, it's ok. but do practise the lesson learnt.in the beginning, accepting the very basic level of aqidah is doable. ijmal faith, what you call it, is fardhu 'ain. we learn the 20 obligatory attributes of Allah. we learn rukun islam n iman. oritez. no problem. that's juz learning. but when

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haiz...yest was crazy...if only it was recorded...i'll keep watching it over and over again n still laugh at our silly antics...and to think tt it all started with our pure and innocent idea to study together. HAHA.left sch ard 6 for IMM. bought food at BAGUS n sat down, waiting for the azan. when me n su can juz start eating but kesiankan syikin...ahakz...so su suggest tt we continue with our

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done with ms word ica. manageable. might get an A but that won't do. coz of the 50% score for the previous ica. hish. done with EC too. no problemo. nx tue is marketing, thurs is accounts n following fri is econs. state i'm in now: normal, relaxed. someone knock a sense of urgency into me pls.some pics taken in sch when we haf nothing else to do went for a quick present-hunting on thurs. got a

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went for silat's last training for the semester. came late though coz of AD debrief...n talked about muzikarama '06...nazif...sengaje eh...takper takper...so only learned sapuan depan n belakang...n my feet asyik terseret...ouch...n now my whole body is aching...eventhough training was not strenuous at all...probably the way i 'jatuh' was wrong...n also stagnant sleeping position yest...hish...

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was browsing frenster profiles randomly. they moved on. they left behind their past. they forget me. heck do i care? juz don't come back looking for me. i loathe u pple. like, TOTALLY.i'm missing lots of pple. crescentians. silat srikandis. even ssp peeps. n i'm somewhat emotionally unstable.urgh. why all these? i'm chilled. probably i contracted kin's flu this morning. haiz.i'll run later. alone

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Awallah Dondang '06was so semangat tt i ironed my costumes until 3am. haha. then i realised i had no baju kampong. smsed dd to bring one for me. rupernyer si dek tu pon blum tdo. excited sngt. haha. i think i slept ard 4am. i remembered tt i set my alarm. but i woke up only at 8.20, coz bibik was knocking the door continuously. n tt was bcoz dd called home. nasib die tau nombor rumah aku. klu tak

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fuhh..i thought i'm going to flung my STATS test but hey, i did not! haha...in fact i did better than my ITAB ICA exam on Ms Excel! haha...so happy! haven't got a fail grade so far...not bad! haha...will update my marks after i get all the results...hehe...left only 2 days. full-dress rehearsal at jiemin juz now ended late. mama fetched frm JE. reached hm ard 10+. seems like i've been coming home

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i broke down 3 times today. i'm letting this out here so that i won't have to cry myself to sleep. Coz that's juz so pathetic.my energy's draining. i love the stage. it has been part of my life since 4 years ago. it hurts sometimes when u put in so much effort and time yet the one closest to you, the ones you love are not able or not going to be there to support you. instead find that your

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This feeling's a swayer.dangerous.formidable.perilous.fatal.Get it out of me. It's not the right time.The future of this is daunting.STOP ME.Mr. Brain, help Mr. Heart.

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haiz...finally got to sit down infront of this comp n type loooong entries again...so many things to saydon't know where to startsuch a confused girllemme see...awallah dondang training is improving n we're getting better. less than 6 days left. however, epilog dance is nowhere near perfect.thus, we'll be meeting akil this tue at 5.30pm, practising at NUS.combined rehearsals on saturdays ended so

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i don't know why i'm heresitting in front of the comp at this hourwhen i came back home at ard 12 pluswith an empty stomach n droopy eyesn aches all overnyp's drama production: PONDOK which ended at 10was, ok lahwe didn't get proper seats btwsat on the stairsmaklumlah, tiket pree lots of room for improvementbut those 'org-org giler' are really talentedhahaanw, no refreshments ahso we,

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mengelamun di pacak terumbuterumbu kekal di dasar lautdipukul ombak tiada gentarditelenggami badai punabadi di tempatnyabersemadi kerakap di permukaandiselimuti lumut laut menghijauandai bisa ia berkata-kataapakah akan didengarsegala rintihan?Kau sudah pasrah dengan kelazimanKau sudah alpa dengan keadaan sendirisehingga bertubi2 pedang menembusitidak akan tercipta perubahannamun jika diberi

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I have no words to describe everything.

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I muz blog today. muz muz muz. hahaI went for my 1st silat 'training' today! which is already the 6th training. Haf to admit, it feels gd to wear my silat uniform(eventhough it was only the pants)...haha...miss my previous guru...haiz...n getting back in action after the terbantot perguruan is really great.my intention of joining silat back in sch until now is really to pick up a defense skill

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30aprwe're the champion for female group! woohoo!! thanks to the two good players in our team, sas n auntie! 1029 pins for three games.mum picked me up then we headed to JB. visited the new shopping ctr there, JUSCO. bought some stuffs for myself. since it's ringgit, my dad is ok with it.haha. faz! my dad bought me nike dumbbells! Wakaka...sch weekquite relaxed i guess. started our Character

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